I like "sometimes", so I always start with "sometimes".
Sometimes I would feel sick on things that I thought it's upset, no meaning ,no reasons and no hope, which like a moth dart into the fire.
Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but if we don't treat us gringdingly, we will be a person who can't live without past. I don't wanna do that. So I make me hurt , I told myself if I want a different life, I have to suffer the different distress. No one can save you, just stand up and move on.
I suppose I know what I want, but apparently, I overrate it, I have a lot of things, some are easy, some are difficult, I thought they are what I want seriously before I get them, but they are not, I don't feel much happiness when it happened.
You always for "Apologize", I don't know what is your meaning. If you want to apologize, please just say sorry, The music didn't mean anything to me, because I have not to apologize. And I want to tell you, the apologize do no help.
If we can only encounter each other rather than stay with each other, then I wish we had never encountered. But sometimes I will feel thankful, if not you, there are not this me. Love, hate, quarrel, cry, honey ,whatever they are the parts of our soul and life.
Most fortunate in my life two things, one is finally the time I love you exhausted, the another one is a long time ago that I met you one day.